Super Junior, KyuHyun

Super Junior, KyuHyun

Thursday, December 20, 2012

End of the world?!?! maybe no ._.

Its already 20 dec 2012...
should i say finally?? or surprisingly?? 

SPM's over...
school life's over...
days of wearing white uniform...
wearing white shoes...
green pants with belts...
days where alot of friends...
alot of funs...
advice from teachers...
dancing on the hall...
text books under the desk...
nasi lemak or burger for recess...
gather beside the men's toilet...
chat by the bicycle shed...
scenery from the classroom...
joy of playing truant...
cards, behind the books...
or even monopoly...
it's over...
it's time for a new era of life...
colleges...
dye hair...
burn books...
cheer for the juniors...
play like a mad witch...
work like a mad dog...
study like a mad scientist...

I once saw a video that world end is real...
i got a feel somehow, nonsense...
well if it is real...
den it is fate...

journey of a teenager...
now ended...
begun the journey of an adult...
known as the hardest game of life...
it is just the begining...
and shall the game be completed......
  

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

士别三日,想妳更多...

为何假期那么久??
难道马来人需要开斋将久??
这世界就是不公平...
咳,鬼叫我生于马来西亚之民...

最近收看一部戏...
港男十八式...
令我刮目相看...

现在在于半夜一时二十多分...
什么话也不想说...
只想写个.... 我想你!!!!!

想妳爱你不分早晚...
时机即将来临了...
我会使出我对妳的爱...

爱你不需要理由....
心里装满你即可....
整天在家想着你....
电脑面前闲到死....
每天晚上梦到你....
一直想着保护你....
世界现在很混乱....
希望妳天天开心....

Sunday, July 22, 2012

寸金难买寸光阴~~

现在的我, 真的挺怀念小学
不知不觉,都上到了中五
大考也即将来临...

记得小学时,
我还是个肥嘟嘟的呆子...
不爱运动
爱吃爱到一天五六餐...
想起以前的我,真的有点幽默...
旧同学们都不懂我吃什么药
不知不觉瘦下来了...
经过这几年努力,
也觉得不容易啊...
不爱运动的我
逼自己去游泳,打羽球
现在,不知不觉爱上了跳舞...
我感谢我爸妈把我生到骨软子
还是不知道哪里练来的吧...
一年级时的我...
当地一步踏进学校...
有种被离弃的感觉...
当时的我,哭到整个女生都不如...
上课上到一半...
跑出去看爸妈有何在...
第二天,爸妈因没空而叫姐姐送我上学...
我还是一样,上课上到一半跑出去...
跟幼儿园学生,没什么分别...
姐姐也顶我不顺...
后来,长大了,但还没成熟...
我对食物染上了瘾...
越吃越肥...
飞到连最大号的衣裤...
都穿到紧紧的...
有每次被欺负...
真的不知不觉,
小学开心的日子过了...
开始成熟爱美了...
自然会瘦下...
记得一次答应了纽斯兰的阿姨...
在她另一次回来一定要变瘦...
我还担心我做不成呢...
现在...没什么忧虑了...

我现在的感想...
中二中三是..
的却很想时间快过,快毕业...
再也不想过这辛苦的几年...
现在...
中五超过半年了...
过了多两次考试就毕业了...
我乃然不想快毕业...
很想多读几年中学...
过了这年后...
和我一起赴汤蹈火的朋友们...
眼看渐渐离开了...
一些充满梦想的...
都说要出国继续求学...
一些不想再读书的...
做工赚钱...
一些家境困扰的...
又不懂以后搬去那里住...
而我呢,又想要在韩国发展...
但是,我竟然开始把这韩国的是冷露了...
因为学校有一次大学展...
得了很多知识后...
又想继续读书...
咳....
还是到时候再考虑吧...
眼见时间一分一秒的过...
就觉得很悲哀...
鸡杂的同学...
以后世界一片安宁了...
充满笑容的同学...
过后就见不到她美丽的笑容了...
爱美的同学...
以后都借不到他镜子用了...
爱喝的同学...
另一次可能是喝喜酒了...
和蔼可亲的老师...
以后得不到他的知识了...
讨厌的老师...
以后都听不到他唠叨了...
厌烦的巡查员...
以后都见不到他把我名写在笔记本上了...
一个一个渐渐离我而去...
闯入另一个世界....
你们的笑容,厌倦,唠叨,幼稚,耍帅,爱美,幽默,冷酷,得意等的样子...
以后是很难再遇见了...
我很希望,很希望...
大家可以保持联络...
但不比在上学时,一起过的日子开心...

妳,我已经三番四次想过了...
我对你的爱,两年以来...
一天比一天深...
经过那次失败...
我不会这样就罢...
我不会放弃...
考完了这次大考...
读完这一年...
我会向你追求...
希望妳能让我保护你...
让我勇敢地去爱你...
因为妳的笑容,
让我在生活中...
点满了我的信心...
希望妳还收着我精心挑选送妳的礼物...
直到是时候追求你....
我爱你... <3

Sunday, June 17, 2012

未來...是怎麼樣的??

最近,一直都在想着未来...
未來是怎样的,沒人知道...
一个人,读好书就拥有好的未来??
我总觉得不对
世界真的变了...
只要有天分,有运气....
赚大钱有他份了...
爸爸妈妈死命督促我读书...
有什么用??
但为了报答他们养育之恩...
不得不听了...


马来西亚,马来政府...
他们没读历史吗??
不知华人的贡献极大吗??
不知羞耻的政府...
华人在马来西亚一定没的发展....
有天分又怎样??
他们选个没用的马来人都没轮到我们...
这地方呆下去真的是不堪设想...


我的未来...
我和一位女生有个共同的想法...
我看这想法谁都想过...
韩国...
做明星...
除非真的有个很大的运气吧...
我本打算去韩国读书...
可能会长住...
在那儿发展...
但是,本钱也不少吧...
这事情我还没和父母商量过...
可能...
我死都会想办法去...
韩国也好,台湾也不坏...
只要离开这死地方就好了...
我会失去很多朋友..
但也会认识很多新朋友...
韩语...
我和她本打算找老师教...
总之...
去那边也为了韩流...
可能会找音乐学校,跳舞学校等...
那边应有尽有...
做不到明星也可以当替舞者吧...
如此现在...
还是要等时机...
现在人的未来就是这么复炸...
不像那些有钱人...
爸爸是公司老板...
接任下去就行了...
找吃艰难啊...


在生活方面...
有几位对我们跳舞有偏见的想法...
突然也要跳起舞来了...
他们吃错什么药...
就为了...
华语学会的宴会...
打败那几位和我们一起跳舞的女生...
拜托!!!! 跳舞是兴趣!!!
为了输没面子就来学舞????
算了吧... 那几位幼稚的想法...
究竟还是朋友吗..
他们肯学,我肯教...
但我不喜欢...
半途而废的废材!!!!
为了show off, 为了川人...
学舞??
什么年代??
都不懂他们怎么搞的...
跳舞是我的兴趣...
没了这份兴趣...
生活也不会变得更美好...
跳舞令我起死而回...
总之,他是我生命中很重要...
毕业过后...我会找专家教...
和我跳舞的朋友...
比较close咯...
有过一起团结的朋友就是不一样...
有两位朋友...
曾经一起和我们跳过舞...
也不尽半途而废了...
又有一位...
要学舞为了接触喜欢的人...
算了吧...
我希望....
读着这篇而是舞者的话...
希望您真的把跳舞当作兴趣...
而不是拿来显示给人家看你会跳...
他们华语学会时...
输了就输嘛...
至少你有胆子上台...
现在??
不服输??
人,就是不服输...
坦白说,我也不例外...
就因为跳舞是我兴趣...
我才不爽...
我希望...
不只是跳舞...
也别半途而废...
别放弃...
别说你没天份...
人的天份,是练出来的...
谁说你生出来身体软??
都是你自己练出来的...


韩流方面...
最近真的喜欢上少女时代的Im Yoona...
他并没做过plastic surgery...
她的美吸引了我...
我真的变了她粉丝了...
过后,都没什么说的...
谢谢抽时间读我这篇烂文章...
希望大家知道我心意~~~

Monday, May 28, 2012

生命中的...滴滴點點... ^^

大家好喲!!
不知為什麼,今天,
很想用華語來代表我心裡一切。。。
不知我這放棄華文教育的傢伙,
差勁到哪裡去。。。
考試完了!!!慢着。。。
只是中考啊,那傷腦筋的大考還遠着呢。。
現在是假期啊,萬歲!!過了二星期,負擔又來了。。。
不知不覺,人生以走的這一步,
不管是幸福還是痛苦,都走到這裡了啊,
也沒想到,人生經歷的,上到山下火海的經驗,
也走到這裡了,不容易啊。。。
人生就是將,完美的人生??你想都難。。。
有人說,過著平凡的日子,已經很幸福了。。。
這不錯啊,不然想要到什麼地步??百萬富翁,休想。。
竟然你是,也是個大少爺少奶奶,沒個有用的。。
錢到處亂花??怎麼你沒想到花在孤兒院??老人院??
人的命運,有人說是你前世做過的事,這世的報應。。。
那,justin bieber前世死命女扮男裝,這世男扮女裝??
太可愛了吧,不過,我們也只能夠聽天由命。。。
今天,星期一,晴天,熱天,悶天。。
今天有位好朋友生日,也祝你生熱快樂啦。。。
上兩天,剛剛去聽第二道學車課程,
既然讓我遇到個很久沒見的舊同學,
世界真小,學車的地方多的是,
有緣啊。。。
其實,有兩位朋友想陪我一同完成這學車的課程,
最後一個說沒空,一個說家長不讓,
省我一個人。。。
在哪裡有給我遇見以前的霸道廢材。。。
他想和我打招呼,我睬都沒睬他。。。
6小時的課,完成了。。。
相回以前的我,不知為何走到這麼錯的地步。。。
不讀書就罷,還學人吸煙逃課。。。
但現在,煙終於戒了,逃課也沒了。。。
很想盡力讀書,走個很好的未來。。。
繞了一道大路,重新開始,得取人生目標。。。
我家人,除了爸爸全對我好。。。
從小疼愛我的姐姐也要嫁人了,
家長們也變老了。。。
過幾年是時候輪到我照顧他們。。。
學業??
盡力去進步。。。
女人??
除了她,終生不娶。。。
太離譜了吧,隨緣吧。。。
走了這段路,很幸運的,認識了這幾位兄弟。。。
沒了他們,我也沒今天。。。
人生的路,還蠻复炸。。
兩年了,我旧情人也回來了。。。
雖然有約,喝茶談天。。。
不過,我已對她死心了。。。
因為上天讓我遇見了一位,很好的女生。。。
不但心地善良,還蠻與眾不同。。。
可是,能不能追到,隨緣吧。。。


我對跳舞這份興趣還是死心塌地。。。
不停的的學舞,練身。。。
以前大肥球的我,很幸苦的瘦下來了。。。
最近有個女生,我看不順臉。。。
以前認識,還蠻好感情的。。。
但有件感情的事,失聯了。。。
現在還做什麼cosplay的。。。
樣子不怎麼樣,還扮到整個花樣女。。。
看到她fb的照片都要讓我吐出來了。。。
其實,我樣子也不怎麼樣啦~~
但有些女生,學人發橋也罷,還太過分那種。。。
唉,猜不透女人的心啊。。。


我也最近上癮了走街這份興趣。。
很期待過幾天後去KL的興奮。。。
很多人說,來來去去都是去Summit,很悶。。。
但我覺得,這地方還蠻好的咧。。。
衣服遊戲,齊齊全全,飲食晴景,各種都有。。。
也當然,去更新更遠的地方,最好的。。。


有人說,時間過得快,又有人說慢。。。
這都是心理作用。。。
讀這篇文章的你,也在上網解悶吧。。。
但我也要道謝,取個時間讀我心裡想什麼。。。
朋友方面。。。
我最敬佩的都是。。。
文耀,維宏,昌偉。。。
他們有各自不同的特點。。。
讓我在生活中學習。。。
最感情好的。。。
brandon,志銘。。。
我都把我的秘密告訴了他們。。。
同時,也學到了珍惜朋友這個道理。。。
子洋,靖意,耕僭,克禮。。。
這幾位也是我兄弟。。。
最好的女性朋友。。。
利璇,婧兒,婉兒,麗晶
前三個,我和她們一起跳舞,
同時也變了好朋友。。。
麗晶,她也是個很好的朋友。。。
有時把心裡話告訴我。。。
不嫌棄我這沒用的人。。。
我也要感謝這位朋友,edward
雖然很多人對它有偏見。。。
但其實是他。。。
從我走地獄的路,拉我上來。。。
否者這一切,完了。。。
謝謝你們,改變了我的一切。。。
我一定要腳踏實地的做個人。。。
否者失去你們這幾位好朋友。。。


我有這樣的命運,已經謝天謝地了。。。
雖然我不是百萬富翁。。。
雖然我不帥。。。
雖然我輸給很多人。。。
但我已很瞧得起我自己。。。
盡心盡力做一個普通又平凡的人。。。


好了,就到此為止。。。
可能我打華語,會比較順。。。
不知下個post,我是否用華語。。。
我很感恩您抽取時間讀我的blog,
不嫌棄我這個爛華語,爛想法。。。
還有,祝我美麗又善良的朋友,
钟婧兒。。
生日快了,身體健康,笑口常開,學業上進。。。


到此下笔,謝謝。。。











Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Paradise~~

yup, months since im here~~
now its on the mid of exam,
the freakin mid term~~
stress me out >.<
our dance performance went perfect,
we receive much applause,
thx for frens who come watch us,
i appreciate it much.

a professional said that,
if u have a crush on the age 17,
then she is the one who u trully love,
thats becoz of getting a mature thought,
another says u fell in love with her,
if u had crush on her for more than 4 months,
well, this is pretty much no way for boys...
for me, 2 years since i had crush on her...
and finally on this year valentine,
i manage to get up my braveness and gave her a present,
which make me nervous about,
what will be her expression...
i wun forget,
her driver fetch me back...
sitting beside her, closely...
chatting with her, happily...
and when i reached home,
i gave her the present that kept in my bag hidden...
she shocked, i never look much on her and i went in home...
i toke a bath, preparing to have dinner with sister and mom,
she called me... she really called me...
i was really nervous seeing her name on my phone...
i stare at it, stunt for few sec...
i answer finally...
she says that...
hey, spongebob spongebob!!
u gave it in a wrong time,
u should give at christmas...
coz i bought her a cute deer, well
its reli cute, and it cost for a price...
i dun know wat to buy for her that time..
so until i saw that deer...
im so glad that her expression is great...
she says thank you happily...
i think i know that she knew that i like her~~
so begin with these days...
1 day before our dance performance,
we decided to go to the studio had some practice..
unfortunately, she and her sister...
food poisoned seriously...
she told me that she vomit a few times which make me worry...
after school, 
i was at her side, watching her...
caring for her...
but... she ignore her sickness and still go to studio..
while her sister went back because of uncomfortable feel...
when we took a bus,
she vomited...
luckily that i had a plastic so it wun dirt the bus...
this incident cause few members absent to the studio...
juz me, she and another girl, dance member...
she lyed on the floor...
while i was practising a dance...
after that i had some rest sitting on the floor...
she came and lean on my shoulder...
i was like, shocked...
while we watching another girl dancing...
after that, i saw that she was exhausted...
she then slept on my thigh...
make me feel like,
i really wan to protect her,
care for her, be with her,
FOREVER...
on the day of performance...
we 2 separated from others after performance...
we walk the whole mall,
chatting happily...
watching performance together...
on these moment, 
im very happy to be by her side...
but now, exam started..
we use to be like normal frens...
discuss about how exams going...
i do miss her,
i cannot forget her...
even when im midway on studying..
her vision juz poped up..
i like her... 
she is not as pretty as those celebrities...
but i like her characteristic..
that make me feel want to protect her... 
she is a special girl that no one will ever have...
maybe no one believe me that... this are my thoughts...
anyone who couple me...
i will never ever... like the others...
even if Emma Watson come to propose me...
i will never accept...
i will respect her reputation...
care about her everytime...
think some romantic surprise for her...
and i will keep this relationship going on...
until there is a very very big problem...

these few days...
i found a new recipe...
how to make a single simple omelette...
to become a tasty delight that loves by everyone...
i did it...
i prepared it for 1 day family dinner...
they love it so much...
its juz like some sort of drugs that they keep wanting...
im glad :)
these few months, or we can say this year...
i changed alot...
never mix up with bad frens...
like love to play truant last time...
always did that...
but now, i manage to chg myself...
i will hardwork for my coming SPM...
the exam of the stress...
well... im try catching up the sylibus i missed...
and, good luck for myself~ :)
for the coming SPM!!!!!!
god bless me,
and god bless u too, who was reading my blog~ :)
thank you for reading...
maybe i want strangers to know my feelings...
blog is a nice place to share~~
the story of my life ends here~~ 
hello, and goodbye~~ :D

Friday, April 13, 2012

A new Era of life~

years since i updated dis blog,
my purpose here,
is to reveal my thoughts,
time pass like eye wanks,
17 already, last year of school year,
after this, we'll never know what hit'em,
the important exam is coming,
cant stop the hardworking,
change my thoughts for the coming future...
and of course i won't give up my dance,
its 1 of my interest anyway,
to get rid of stress,
this year,
we're getting like, lesser members...
7 to 5, 5 to 3...
i hope we made a good performance later,
change my view of love,
about getting back historical story,
like Sun Ce - Da Qiao,
Zhou Yu- Xiao Qiao...
i could be that zhou yu guy,
and the sun ce is my so called, brother,
yes, we 2 best frens is proposing on 2 sisters...
never thought we could make historical love story back...
but i fell sorry for someone,
who still leaving a scar of her,
but a scar is a scar,
it pass,
but the way i love her,
is more than the others...
i know there is some one better than this,
but i have the confident and potential of victorious,
but until today,
'i heard a fren who was elder 1 year than me,
brake up with a girl because about college study,
it make me afraid cause i might continue studying,
and the time of love had pay up for education...
so this makes me delay my thoughts of proposing her...
my next dance member,
who was so called play boy,
he never change his attitude,
that make us unsatisfactory...
and for school, i feel that our school had turn out more peaceful,
upper rank gangsters graduate to some part Holland,
my bad attitude has change...
i finally manage to disable the influence of smoking,
play truant...
i manage to stop myself and focus on the dance and education...
my classmate...
so called himself, college student..
the first i know him last year,
he do look like one,
but now, he is getting...
childish...
what makes him to turn down like this...
nobody knows...
and the meeting with the korea star,
SNSD, Girls Generation,
i will not forget that day,
manage to saw their face clearly without paying a single sen...
that is so called beginer luck...
still waiting for my sister to get married,
for extra angpau,
found a very nice tuition,
i hope i can achieve an excellent result for my parents,
they thought me well,
and cant even manage to thank by showing results,
i even do bad things behind them,
when i think about it now,
i feel trembly guilty,
so i will show my thanks on the following exam, SPM...

im not sure why i wanted to write it here,
maybe i wanna reveal my thoughs...
so that i can be more comfortable...
and i hope my love, will stay healthy,
drink more green tea,
always be happy,
forget about the pass, look through the future,
i will always be yourside~~ :) <3